jubah's day!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

i'm wearing jubah today, after a long time
there's a strange feeling in me
bila pakai jubah, terus nak pakai tudung tutup dada, labuhkan.
selalunya selempang je kat leher macam nak pergi pasar bila
malas then rasa nak pakai stokin
before ni memang i'm wearing stokin to prevent unexpected
feet's smell hehe

tapi this time, nak pakai sebab nak cover my aurat
inner dengan seluar memang kena pakailah sebab nanti my jubah
terbang-terbang jadi samurai pulak hee
rasa macam, oh my rasa secure je
bertutup, tak risau even there's guy lalu usha-usha ke
because i know i've cover my aurat
you know, that kind of feeling

terus jalan pun nak cover macam perempuan muslimah
how to behave and all
bila tengok muslimah yang lain yang memang bertudung labuh,
terus macam, okay one day
suka tengok diorang
and few of my friends dah memang berubah jadi a better muslimah
i wish i have that courage soon
malunya bila recall balik my appearance and what i've been
wearing all this time
tapi people nowadays lagi pelik tengok orang bertutup than
woman yang half naked
pandang nak pelik je
insyaallah, soon

ramadhan dah nak dekat ni, so better muhasabah diri banyak-banyak
muhasabah diri yang memang banyak dosa ni sobs
rasa macam nak pakai jubah everyday time ramadhan nanti so
i can cover my aurat without excuse
insyaallah :)

love,
nurulainfarhana