Jumaat yang barakah!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

aku wanita, aku kaum hawa

yang memang rapuh hatinya.

I'm alone in this empty room

staring blankly at the wall

trying not to miss home so much

trying not to be sad

trying not to cry

I have mr.lembu and elmo with me and the sweater

that always be with me even when I'm crying, even when nobody else does

I'm gonna be okay.

love,

nurulainfarhana

p/s; esok modul! masa part 1 and 2 excited je, sekarang macam pffttt! -,-

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

every day may not be good.

but there is something good in every day. 

love,

nurulainfarhana

Kisah silam, pergilah.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

Pergi, jangan kembali

Tidak di mimpi, 

tidak di ingatan.

Hidup perlu diteruskan

Buku baru, episod baru

Kisah baru.

love,

nurulainfarhana

to emak with love!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

Who should I take good care of? Giving all my love 

Who should I think most of?  

After Allah And Rasulullah
Comes your mother Who next? Your mother  

Who next? Your mother  

And then your father

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG KE-49 MAK, PUAN ASMAH BINTI MD YUSOF!

-24 June-
dah 3 hari berlalu, baru sekarang sempat post -,-
 

the queen of my heart
 
my saviour
 
my superwoman 
 
my girlfriend
 
my bestest friend
 
my crying shoulder 
 
my chef, knows all my favourite food 
 
my fashion consultant, knows what suit me well
peneman time shopping, pusing the whole shopping mall sampai lenguh kaki 
 
my counselor, bab love, boypreng, anything
ehem mr.gendut, emak tahu semua benda. don't you dare to make me cry muehehe *wink
 
my teman menangis teresak-esak-tapi cover konon tak nangis-bila tengok cerita sedih padahal dah soksek-soksek berhingus XD
dua-dua sensitive, cepat sangat airmata nak meleleh hee 
 
teman gelak sakan bila story-morry cerita merepek
 
the one who raised me with love, taught me everything 
my heart, my soul

the love of my life, my emak :)

thanks for everything
membesarkan saya yang dah besar comel ni mehehe
may Allah bless you always
sihat ceria gembira selalu
panjang umur, murah rezeki
selamat dunia akhirat


how I wish I was there to celebrate together with you sobs
nak kek jugak! T.T
hope you're happy always and I miss you!

PUAN ASMAH BINTI MD YUSOF,

MELOVEYOU!

XOXO

love,
nurulainfarhana

if you're not the one!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara

now listen-If You're Not The One by Daniel Beddingfield

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my husband?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

 

I don't know what will happen in the future, but right now you're the only one.

jodoh, ajal maut semua Allah yang tentukan.

kita hanya mampu merancang dan berdoa.

Insyaallah till Jannah.

but if we're not meant to be together, redha and pray for the best.

love,

nurulainfarhana

p/s; yes it's for you.

how to make girl happy!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

1. always tells her you love her
2. give her flowers (a dozen, two dozens hehe)
3. be romantic
4. makes surprise
5. tell her she's beautiful
6. take her on dates
7. remember small details about her
8. listen to her
9. call her just to listen to her voice
10. always support and stand up for her
11. care for her
12. be kind and sweet while she's on her period
13. never let her down
14. never break her trust
15. spend more time with her
16. never break her heart
17. love her family like your own family
18. determine to make her your wife, make her halal for you
19. guide her towards good path, towards Allah
20.  love her till Jannah!

love,

nurulainfarhana

new sem!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

'semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan'

semester baru, bilik baru, roommate baru

nurulainfarhana yang lama hee

this sem, terpaksa menetap di tingkat satu -,-

siapa yang berani curi bilik tu?!

setelah meroyan sekejap tak puas hati, now redha dah ngeeh

quite okay

windy dari bilik lama, sebab first floor kan

dulu ground floor

roommate baru okayy

comel je calling me kakak muahahaha :p

i'm senior now, seriously?

 today's classes quite okayy

lecturer pun macam baik-baik je hihi

well yesterday I was sobbing for a while after my family left

gedik gila kan dah sem 3 still nak nangis-nangis

duhh like I care :p

along, abang Rasid, Zara, Isya, abah, emak, Nurul and Daniel yang menghantar

terasa macam sem 1 pulak XD
lepas siap-siap kemas my stuff semua kitorang pergi bandar Segamat yang bandarlah jugak
along balik dulu
 jammed! thank god abah chill je fuhh
makan-makan, shopping kasut emak
I bought it :DD
offer kat abah tapi abah takmau
few days back I bought sandals for Nurul
the same design as mine but with different colour

that feeling when you bought something for your love one-awesome!

well I hope everything went well for me this semester
no more laziness nurulainfarhana!
be good
tak skip solat :'( no excuse!

rindu emak! D:

'then, when you have take a decision, put your trust in Allah. certainly, Allah loves those who put their trust (in Him)' 

-Ali Imran-

love,
nurulainfarhana

p/s; mr.gendut, goodluck for this semester! let's achieve awesome result together :D

it's hard!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

counting days to go back to Segamat! or should I say hours -.-
my semester break is coming to an end
kejap betul masa berlalu
dua bulan macam baru je 2 hari
rasa macam tak cukup je berehat-rehat haha
i'm gonna start my third semester in Segamat
dah almost setahun lebih pun and i'm gonna be senior
like seriously?
bak kata kawan-kawan I kat sana, pejam celik pejam celik je
nanti dah semester 6 ahak!
time flies really fast nowadays
things yang nak diangkut ke Segamat dah settle
thanks to emak yang menolong muehehe
this time luggage dah kurang setelah berpenat lelah
mengasingkan baju yang patut ditinggalkan hoyeah!
tapi barang-barang lain seperti makanan dan lain-lain sangatlah banyak
memandangkan jadual sem baru yang macam tak mengizinkan balik rumah selalu pffttt!
PTPTN belum dapat! haihh
so I have to kawal my nafsu nak shopping barang yang nak diangkut -,-
thanks to abah for giving money for me to spend :D

I think semester 3 is gonna be really tough based on senior'sexperience
macam seram je sobs
hope everything going to be alright!
back to Malacca at noon
Ahad baru daftar bagai kat Uitm haihh

so I guess I have to accept the fact that there's no more honeymoon for me?
wake up ainfarhana! *faceslap!
goodbye bed
goodbye emak's foods
goodbye home
gonna miss you :(

love,
nurulainfarhana

p/s; biarlah nak sedih pun even dah sem 3. i'm still a child what ahak!

pps; mr.gendut, imissyou!

 

Buatku di sana!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

addicted pula dengan lagu drama Seindah Sakura ni

awesome song and awesome lyrics.

love,

nurulainfarhana

dulu.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

dulu aku paling minat buat karangan Bahasa Melayu

lagi-lagi karangan fiksyen dengan bahasa berbunga-bunga

paling hebat, paling teruja

paling teringin nak buat novel

paling suka buat puisi merepek meraban

tapi sekarang #mengeluh

teringin buat entry menggunakan Bahasa Melayu secara penuh

tapi otak jadi beku, tepu

dan ada sesetengah perkataan yang lupa Bahasa Melayunya

sekarang ini pun, sedang berusaha sehabis mungkin untuk tidak merojakkan bahasa

kenapa aku suka guna Bahasa Inggeris?

entah

sebab senang?

padahal grammar punyalah berterabur sana sini

sebab poyo?

tidak

mungkin sebab aku nak meningkatkan keupayaan Bahasa Inggeris aku

(perkataan improve pun kena translate dekat google translate)

mungkin sebab aku tak suka Bahasa Melayu rojak dengan ejaan yang tunggang langgang

sampai susah nak baca

aku mengaku Bahasa Inggerisku memang sangat menyakitkan mata manusia yang membaca

maaf

dulu dulu, ada yang mempersoalkan penggunaan Bahasa Inggeris aku

'sejak-sejak dah masuk universiti ni, sibuk sangat guna Bahasa Inggeris macam bagus sangat'

lagu nak dengar Bahasa Inggeris je, novel nak baca Bahasa Inggeris je

#mengeluh

salahkah?

Bahasa Inggeris sangat penting lagi-lagi dalam dunia sekarang 

bila guna Bahasa Inggeris bukan bermakna lupa Bahasa Melayu

tolonglah jangan berfikiran sempit, mundur

bila tengok orang lain menulis menggunakan Bahasa Melayu yang berbunga-bunga,

teringin pula

rasa teruja

mungkin kena asah kembali bakat dulu.

mana lagi malu, guna Bahasa Melayu yang memang bahasa harian dengan tunggang langgang
atau guna Bahasa Inggeris berterabur yang memang bukan bahasa kita?

love,

nurulainfarhana