thankyou!

dear niahanara,

i've give up i think

yesss! give up from this feeling

give up to let you know my feeling

give up from giving you damn hint everyday

give up my hope for you

 

it's useless

you'll never know and never realise

i know i should've tell you, but i'm a girl

how ridiculous it'll be if i'm the one who confess to you --'

i gave you a lot of hint

my facebook status, the way i treated you and etc

how shameless i am trying to tell you what i feel inside

how shameless i am telling the world what i feel

but you never notice it

and i hope you won't notice it forever

because i'm ashame

ashame of everything i've done

 

how pathetic i am!

i wonder what others think about me T_T

i'm not that desperate

that's for sure

so let it be for now

i'll try deleting my feeling

go on with your friendly world

i'm just a pathetic girl that didn't understand your world

i'm sorry because i've talk bad about you,

just in case you finally realise this is for you

don't feel awkward

just treat me like you used to

there's a lot more girls out there for you

i can see it

from the way you treat people, you'll get more

but you're not a playboy

don't worry, you'll find someone to replace her someday :DD

i'll be doing just fine here

one day i'll wake up and this feeling will disappear forever

 

actually, i'm kinda confuse what i really feel ahak!

so i'll just get over it :DD

 

thankyou for everything

you always make me laugh and smile

you really light up my world when it's get dark

you were there when i need someone the most

you were there when i'm in the middle of life crisis to cheer me up

so thankyou, really appreciate that

hope there's no more thought about you 

or a facebook status updated for you 

or a blog entry for you

no more mister! :)

but i really don't know what i should do when you finally realise this is for you

should i be happy or ashame of myself? #sigh

so long and bon voyage

i'm a tough girl okayy!

love,

nurulainfarhana

p/s ; pleaseee don't ask this entry is for whom again. it's annoying when i can't answer it's for you! haiyooo hahaha