True love is a love with no reason at all.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

True love is a love with no reason at all.

If you are rich, one day you can become poor.

Your beauty or handsome can vanish once you turn old.

If you're good with something, one day another person will be better than you.

True love have no reason.

You just love.

Love everything about that person.

Even their flaws.

How does it happen?

Boom! It just happen.

Even you, yourself can't explain why you choose that person.

Why him/her rather than million of other people.

No matter how ugly or bad that person is, they seems to be pretty and good in your sight.

No matter what other people may said about your partner, you still love them.

It is because you're in love.

Love without a reason.

It just happen.

And because of hormons maybe.

love,

nurulainfarhana

Big girl don't cry.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

Background: Bee Gees-To Love Somebody

 

Sometimes I can be all emotional, feeling sad and drown in tears even without a reason.

I don't know why but my feeling can change in a blink of eyes.

And right now is one of the time.

Time of the month? Nope, not yet.

It's just that i'm feeling so emotional and miserable deep inside. 

My thoughts are all mix up and jumble. 

I'm happy with my life right now. I am? Yeah, hm of course.

I'm scared that once i'm too happy with something, it will be gone someday.

That it will be taken from me.

I'm scared that the happiness I have is not real.

I've seen people break into pieces just because their happiness were not real and gone.

Vanished just like vapors.

Sometimes I feel so insecure of all the things I have.

Of all people around me.

Are they real, are they really there for me? 

Sometimes I just feel like I don't belong here.

I don't belong to anyone.

I feel like I don't have anyone, nobody love me.

Nobody really love me.

Nobody appreciate me.

 Hm i'm that pathetic.

My feeling is just so complex.

I longed for someone to show their love to me.

Show how much they love, how much they care.

Even with the tiny littlest way.

Tell the world that i'm important.

That I should not feel inseure.

Yeah, i'm that greedy.

I'm tired of the feeling of being left out.

I'm tired of thinking whether people really accept me, whether I've done wrong or not,

whether I've said something wrong, whether I should remains cool and act like i'm okay.

I want to be the special one.

I know I should be thankful for what I have but i'm too scared that someday when I open my eyes, it all gone.

That I'll be all alone.

love,

nurulainfarhana

Seize the day.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

You'll never know what would happen the next day. 

Hari ni kau berjanji sehidup semati tapi esok mungkin kau menyampah dan bosan dengan pasangan kau. 

Hari ni mungkin kau cakap kau sayang kat dia dan tidak akan menduakan. 

Tapi kau juga yang bakal melanggar apa yang kau katakan tu.

Manusia adalah makhluk pelanggar janji. 

Selalunya apa yang dijanjikan amat susah untuk ditunaikan. 

Secara jujurnya adalah lebih elok untuk tidak berjanji. 

Kadang-kadang janji-janji kita ni akan memakan diri.

Kadang-kadang kita berdosa untuk bersikap jujur. 

Kata-kata jujur-walaupun benar, namun ia akan dihina. 

Kadang-kadang hidup ini adalah lebih baik menjadi hipokrit untuk diterima dari bersikap jujur. 

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love,

nurulainfarhana

Belajar by Wani Ardy.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

Aku manusia biasa, kadang sia

Melihat hujan sebagai rahmat; biar basah kuyup ia bukan beban
Mencari sayang di dalam benci; merendah diri, membuka hati
Melihat gelas separuh penuh; yang kosong itu mungkin kita perlu
Mencari syukur dalam tiap-tiap dugaan Tuhan

Sukarnya namun aku belajar

Melihat hujan sebagai rahmat; biar basah kuyup ia bukan beban
Mencari helai daun yang hijau, dalam terbentang luas kemarau
Melihat gelas separuh penuh; yang kosong itu mungkin kita perlu
Mencari syukur dalam tiap-tiap dugaan Tuhan

Sukarnya namun aku belajar.

 

Belajar by Wani Ardy. 

 

The lyrics is just so beautiful.

love,

nurulainfarhana