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I'm Nurulain Farhana. Well, this blog is basically about me and the life i've been going through. Pardon my grammatical error.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

I'm 20-to-be!

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

Happy not so awesome-stay alone in my room in Segamat-away from family-New Year!

Oh I'm gonna turn 20 tomorrow!
Ni yang stress, lepas new year je birthday. Tak remajalah macam ni sobs.

Excited?
A big no no for that! 
20 maa, no more _teen something *dang!
Okay that's just so over reacting.

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For the past 20 years, who am I?
What have I become?
Am I someone who can be proud of?
Am I somebody?
Am I a good servant of Allah?
Am I a good daughter to emak and abah?
Am I a good sister?
Am I a good friend?
Am I a good student?
Am I a good stranger?
What have I achieved?

I've made a lot of mistakes, a lot of wrongdoings.
Have I done my best in everything I do?
 I really don't know.

And I wish new year and new age gonna make me a better person.

Another birthday that I have to celebrate away from my family and my loves one.
But I have my awesome friends around me here.
Hopefully it's gonna be a blast.

Few more hours Nurulain Farhana.
May everything much more better than before.
May Allah ease everything.
May Allah bless everything I do, and everyone I know.

Goodbye 19.
You've taught me a lot.
Taught me to be stronger.
Thank you for all of the great and bittersweet memories.
Tears, laughs, smile, up and down.
Really gonna miss you :')

love,
nurulainfarhana

p/s; Mak, I miss you! :'(

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