again!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

I thought it's already over

and my family finally become normal

become how it used to be way back then

but I guess I was wrong

 

in life, you'll always be tested

and it's up to you on how you'll face it

 i'm tired #sigh

 

when it's felt like normal and happy,

it's happened again!

 emak cried again and I couldn't do anything about it

so I just entered the bathroom and pretended that i'm taking my shower while i'm crying in there

cried so hard that I have to stay in there for quite sometimes so that emak wouldn't notice my swollen eyes

nurul? tough one so I guessed she didn't cried

daniel? thankgod he's already sleeping

 

all this thing, makes me scares of marriage, really!

family problem and all that

when will it be over?

 

 

 

 

 

 

  there might be other people with huge problem than me

so please stay strong 

Allah is always there for us.

 

love,

nurulainfarhana