me, myself :)

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I'm Nurulain Farhana. Well, this blog is basically about me and the life i've been going through. Pardon my grammatical error.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

sharing!

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

'sharing is caring'
sharing is a good thing to do but when it comes to love,
never ever share your love one with other people
because when two people share the same person,
one of them will be hurt so badly
it's better to walk away than stay.
I've seen enough.

love,
nurulainfarhana

Sunday, May 27, 2012

i am!

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

miss you I am! #sigh :(

love,
nurulainfarhana

Saturday, May 26, 2012

don't force me!

assalamualaikum w..b.t
dear niahanara,

don't makes me hate you
jangan sampai hilang rasa hormat
all this while, I shut my mouth up
tapi makin lama makin melampau pulak perangai
I have my limit
once I start open up my mouth, you'll regret it

love,
nurulainfarhana

Friday, May 25, 2012

please!

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

wednesday, please don't come :'(

love,
nurulainfarhana

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

#Now playing-Simple Plan-Welcome To My Life

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
 
 love,
nurulainfarhana

#Now playing-Five For Fighting-Superman

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
 
love,
nurulainfarhana

again!

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

I thought it's already over
and my family finally become normal
become how it used to be way back then
but I guess I was wrong
 
in life, you'll always be tested
and it's up to you on how you'll face it
 i'm tired #sigh
 
when it's felt like normal and happy,
it's happened again!
 emak cried again and I couldn't do anything about it
so I just entered the bathroom and pretended that i'm taking my shower while i'm crying in there
cried so hard that I have to stay in there for quite sometimes so that emak wouldn't notice my swollen eyes
nurul? tough one so I guessed she didn't cried
daniel? thankgod he's already sleeping
 
all this thing, makes me scares of marriage, really!
family problem and all that
when will it be over?
 
 
 
 
 
 
  there might be other people with huge problem than me
so please stay strong 
Allah is always there for us.
 
love,
nurulainfarhana

Saturday, May 19, 2012

that moment II!





assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,


that moment when you hate someone, everything they do annoys you!

i'm sorry but you're annoying
you didn't do anything wrong to me
and you didn't even know who i am
but i don't like you
sorry b***h
i just hate seeing your face
omg! i am a bad person -.-
but i still don't like you! ahaks!

love,
nurulainfarhana

Friday, May 18, 2012

that moment!

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

that moment when your not-so-close brother suddenly gave you money
and you didn't knew how to react ahak!
 
thanks abang jep! :DD
 
love,
nurulainfarhana

Thursday, May 17, 2012

town house!

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

along moved to the new house!
area Saujana and rumah jenis town house
kinda like double storey but tingkat atas rumah orang lain haha
at first i pun confuse jugak
there's 2 gates tapi one house with different family on each level
and one of the room punya window dekat gate sebelah
confuse kan? -.-
 tak tahulah nak explain macammana ahak!

patah pinggang, sengal otot semualah!
before ni along duduk apartment tingkat 5
can you imagine that?
angkut barang dari tingkat 5 bawak turun fuhh!
luckily i'm tough :p
(tough lah sangat sampai sengal-sengal satu badan)
satu lori full dengan barang, kitorang 3 orang yang settlekan (me, along and abang ipar)
tak ke semput? haha
overall kena angkut 3 kali dengan lori
and dah settle pun
alhamdulillah
finally, jumpa tanah jugak haha

have a great life with your new house, along!
nanti kitorang datang, silalah masak sedap-sedap okay muehehe! :DD

love,
nurulainfarhana

Thursday, May 10, 2012

#Now playing-Lifehouse-Blind

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

Couldn't make you see it,
That I loved you more than you'll ever know.


love,
nurulainfarhana

Sunday, May 6, 2012

please take care!

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

i hope you're doing fine over there,
my friend
 
love,
nurulainfarhana
 
p/s; iloveyou and you know i'll always care about you so feel free to talk to me if something go wrong :) 

Thursday, May 3, 2012

#Now playing-Cher Lloyd-With Your Love (feat Mike Posner)

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

Cause you got me
Flying with your love, shining with your love, riding with your love
I feel like I’m on top of the world with your love
One hit with your love can’t quit with your love so sick but so what
I feel like I’m on top of the world with your love.

love,
nurulainfarhana

p/s; thanks for yesterday-Cabin In The Wood-MPH-Music Store-Meatball+chicken wing+egg tart-Ikea-mr.gendut ahak! :)