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I'm Nurulain Farhana. Well, this blog is basically about me and the life i've been going through. Pardon my grammatical error.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,

but there's a side to you that i never knew, never knew

my doubting level is increasing right now
why won't you tell the truth?
why you keep deny it?
i've heard enough and saw enough
i think i can trust what i saw and heard
how can i trust you in this situation?

i've tried, very hard to put away all of my doubts and bad feeling,
but there's always things that make it stayed in my heart
it's hurt you know?

it's hurt when you can't really trust your loves one truly eventhough you really want to
it's hurt to think that you might lie to me
it's hurt to have a doubt in my heart
hurt to doubt your feeling to me
hurt to wake up everyday with doubts still in your heart
am i important to you?
do you feel the same way i feel for you?

is she still in your heart?
your very first love that used to be your world.

it's not that i don't trust you, but i've heard and seen enough
enough to make me cry, but i won't
i'm not that pathetic

please don't take me for granted or using me to forget your past.

love,
nurulainfarhana

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