I die, from inside.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

I don't know why but I can cry so easily nowadays.

am I too weak?

or too tired?

I don't know.

maybe cause there's too many things I kept inside. 

love,

nurulainfarhana

I wish...

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

sometimes I wish things are different.

far from problems that seems to never go away , hatred, frustration, sadness.

I'm too weak to see the people that I love cried and feeling sad.

I wonder how someone could be so blind, so stupid, so selfish that they can't see they are hurting people around them.

have such high ego that they couldn't see they were the one who at fault.

creating problems without even think of it first.

I'm tired,

and ANNOYED.

Ya Allah.

love,
nurulainfarhana