I won't put my hands up and surrender.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

sometimes you have the feeling, the urge, the desire to fulfill everyone's wishes.

everyone around you.

 to give everything they want in life.

everything they need.

everything you think they need.

but you just so helpless.

when all you can do is watch.

and pray that one day,

one fine day, you have the power to fulfill these dream.

love,

nurulainfarhana

Please guide me to the right path.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

sometimes I wonder, am I doing the right thing?

is this feeling right?

I'm scared.

love,

nurulainfarhana

pabila jantung berdegup lebih laju dari biasa.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

*jantung dupdapdupdap

esok pagi, result final examination semester 3 akan keluar menjengah dan memunculkan diri tanpa rasa belas kasihan sobs

Ya Allah, takutnya!

tak tahu nak expect apa.

Dean's List?

I don't know T.T

tapi kalau dapat, bersyukur sangat sangat sangat.

jantung ni dari tadi laju melebihi tahap normal.

nervous gila bak hang -.-

malam ni macam tak boleh nak melelapkan mata je rasanya.

kalau mr.gendut ada sekarang ni, mesti I dah bebel-bebel cuak terlebih kat dia huu.

he's still on the plane I guess.

have a safe journey okay.

please pray for me.

untunglah tak payah check result awal-awal kan? haha

I'll have to do something so that I won't feel nervous as hell!

nak tidur boleh tak? and tak bangun esok satu hari muehehehe *sigh

apa-apa pun, redha dengan apa pun result yang keluar esok.

dah cuba sehabis mungkin, tawakal. so kena redha.

bak kata Ustazah Semanis Kurma,

'anda buat, anda dapat' haha

love,

nurulainfarhana

I'm in love with you, and all these little things.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

Time flies really fast when you have fun.

a year back, on the same date as today,

 I met him for the first time.

not the first time technically cause we're on the same school way back then,

but I never talked to him or even care about his existence LOL

we were a complete stranger.

living in our own world, doing our own stuffs.

7 November 2011.

mark the date.

I met him.

we were going out together, just the two of us.

crazy-last minute planning-lepaking

I still can't recall why on earth I was going out with a stranger I've only known through facebook.
yeah, thank you facebook haha.

maybe because we were comfortable with each other.

sharing stories.

chatting the whole night sampai Subuh.

make fun of each other.

laughing.

fighting.

I miss the old time :')

first time I met you, I never thought you'll be so important to me.

never thought we'll make it this far.

creating so much memories.

left-le mr.gendut one year ago and right, he's now.

selekeh gila I time zaman tok kaduk setahun dulu muahahaha -.-
mr.gendut cakap, sekarang snap picture with le girlfriend and she's mine,
 tak macam a year ago anyonyonyo :3

he'll fly to Beijing tomorrow and will be gone for a week.
holiday with his friends from Uitm Penang sobs
how I wish me iz can go also.
 please take care and come back safely.
lovechuuu.

love,
nurulainfarhana

If you're a bird, i'm a bird.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

 I want you, I want all of you, forever, you and me everyday. 

 

**

 

 The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more.

 

**

 

I've just finished watching The Notebook.

aww it makes me cried :')

it's a beautiful movie.

I know i'm a little bit lame cause I watched it for the first time, whatevaaa haha

I really wish I could read the novel too.

it would be wayyyyy more interesting, right?

Nicholas Spark is soo awesome.

 oh man, wish to love like Noah and Allie

so passionate and really know what their heart want.

love till their end of life.

isn't that adorable? :')

and the way he's looking at her is so, I don't know how to describe. so something.

will you look at me the same way mr.gendut? haha

 

love,

nurulainfarhana