assalamualaikum w.b.t
dear niahanara,
there's a question that keeps on appearing in my head
and keeps on playing in my mind.
I wonder why we keep on doing thing that is certainly wrong?
it's like some sort of habit and most of the people are doing it without even feel guilty.
when I say most of the people, I mean all of the people around me.
is it a habit?
or a routine?
or something you feel proud of?
or you feel like doing it because everyone else did?
or what?
I don't know.
even the people that I didn't even think will do that thing is doing it.
why?
even me, myself #sigh
I know it's wrong and I do feel guilty about it but why I didn't say anything?
why don't you say anything?
yeah I know we shouldn't judge someone with their appearance.
but I trusted you.
you're supposed to be different.
it's weird you know.
it's like having a conversation in your head.
when there's a tiny little voice keeps on reminds you that you did wrong and you should feel guilty,
but then there's you, trying to ignore that voice.
and in the same time, you're scared.
scared of what might happen next.
scared of your own self.
love,
nurulainfarhana
