assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

how i wish i could scream out loud right now

 

scream my heart out!

 

i don't know why

rasa macam there's something make me feel ... ahh i don't know what i feel

but it's there, in my heart

and it's hurting me

macam ada something bothering

macam hfjdshfdsifjosdasaouewierwqoeqcbghfg

ha tak paham kan?

i pun tak paham -.-

dahlah tengah mood swing, then benda ni menambahkan lagi

memang macam nak menjerit-jerit minta penamparlah kan

and macam nak menangis pun ada, dah selsema ni T.T

 

ohmjayyyy what is this feeling?!

 

have you ever feel doubt about something but you couldn't make it clear?

maybe that's what i feel right now

DOUBT

yeahhh doubt

it's when you feel something, and hear things from people but couldn't make it sure

whether you should trust or else

i hate this 

seriouslyy!

 

i'm not okay with it and i hate it

love,

nurulainfarhana

p/s ; i'm not sure what is it that i'm talking about and what i feel, but why am i crying? tak habis-habis nak menangis, tak tough langsung  #sigh

pps; macam seronok pulak highlight-highlight words bila tengah serabut ni ngeeh!

kawad + blackout!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

Uitm Segamat blackout just now -.-

tapi ada certain block still ada electric

i was in the middle of Dataran Seri Bendahara that time

practice kawad-not so kawad-with music whatsoever

dahlah dengan tak rela je nak join kawad tu, tapi sebab nak dapat sijil Uitm bagai yang dorang cakap konon dapat so i join it

*if i didn't get it, i'll slap your face! haihh

then, fuhhh blackout!

they didn't pay the bills huh? haha

whoaaaa so dark and scaryy

we still proceed with the practice for about an hour in the dark

and then kena halau dengan pak guard haha

the kawad is on friday

seriously me joining kawad?

duhh janganlah memalukan diri sendiri nanti

then lepak-lepak bawah sector c and kena halau lagi --'

few minutes after that, the electricity comes back!

how i miss you haha

masa blackout tu, dah wonder how i'm gonna sleep without fans 

and my clothes for class belum iron

takkan nak pakai baju and shawl kedut seribu kan?

selebet je -.-

thankgod it just for a while

 

i love you electricity!

please don't go away again

 

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 oh oh, mister gendut please get well soon! :D

love,

nurulainfarhana

congratulation!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

'love the person that loves you'

my friend had just been proposed :D

weee~ congratulation to her

roses, teddy bear and love shape cake

soo sweet haha

may the relationship last :DD

that's reminds me of the time i'm been proposed a month ago ahak!
but we're miles away so it's only happened through the phone
watching that moment of both of them being together makes me felt kinda jealous haha
mister gendut, i miss you :')

love,
nurulainfarhana

p/s ; i really miss you

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

it's been a great month

thankyou :)

it's getting harder!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

my life in Uitm Segamat right now is getting harder and harder each day

tonnes of works and assignment and presentation

and test and struggling to catch up on the new topic

there's always other works after the other

the depression is increasingly felt by me

so is this how university student's life?

#sigh

it's hard

far away from family makes it even harder

i miss them a lot

my laziness makes it even more harder!

how to get rid of it?

i always do things on the last minutes and failed to finish all

like studying for test on the last minutes and didn't get to study all of the topic

because i don't have enough time

and then i regret it

menyesal time tengah test sebab tak sempat baca 

and macam nak hantuk-hantuk kepala kat dinding --'

but then i do the same thing again

haiyoo how to change?

 

someone please slap me on the face and tell me to change my attitudes T.T

pretty please with cherry on top? haha

time to study now!

i have microeconomic test on friday night

test?

friday night kott -,-

wtv, wish me luck!

love,

nurulainfarhana

p/s ; microeconomic dah sampai chapter 3 tapi satu benda pun tak masuk kepala. i'm dead! -.-"

blah!

assalamualaikum w.b.t 

dear niahara,

kadang-kadang kita je yang beriya pasal seseorang 

sedangkan dia tak beriya pun pasal kita

especially me

i always make a big deal of some people in my life 

and talk about them like all the time

or even mention them in facebook or even blog

but end up knowing that they never talk about me

not even once

sometimes i'm kinda curious if they ever mention about me in their facebook or blog,

but i guess not

not at all

so please wake up nurulainfarhana

stop perasan and care so much about other people that didn't even think about you

yeahh, you should stop now!

#sigh!

love,

nurulainfarhana

p/s ; that's kinda frustrating and yess i'm frustrating right now!

mkt 243!

assalamualaikum w.b.t

dear niahanara,

i'm gonna sit for my marketing test today

at 8 p.m tonight

 

wish me luck!

 

sooo scary, because this subject is one of my favourite

so i really have to do my best

love,

nurulainfarhana

nineteen!

dear niahanara,

 

ehemm *cough cough

i'm turning nineteen tomorrow!

yeahhh me nurulainfarhana gonna be 19 year-old-cute-happy go lucky-lady in a few more hours

i've been living in this world for 19 years , whoa that's amazing

thankyou mak, for bringing me to this world :')

but do i bring any goodness to the people around me and to the world?

do i mean anything atleast to someone?

it's gonna be my first time ever celebrating my birthday alone and far away from my family and my love one

 

hari lahir di perantauan

how sad is that?

it's kinda sad and alone

once a year celebration that i'm really looking forward every year,

but here i am in Segamat

surrounded by forest *sigh

stop complaining nurulainfarhana

i should be happy that i'm still alive in this world until now

so why feel sad?

i have to appreciate every moment i have cause life is too short :D

 

'happy birthday to me'

love, 

nurulainfarhana

p/s ; abah baru je call, rasa macam bertambah sedih je T.T

assalamualaikum 2012!

dear niahanara,

2012 already?

whoa times really flies fast
i'm going 19, like for real?
me 19? haihh --"

assalamualaikum 2012 :D

please be nice to me and be fill with bless and happiness

aminn..

my resolution for this year?

same as the previous years

and never really accomplish -.-

 this year, i'm determine to achieve my resolution! (wahh semangat ni)
please wish me luck T.T

so my resolution are ;
being a good and solehah daughter and being hamba ALLAH yang taat perintah
i dah banyak sangat leka and lupa tanggungjawab sebenar hidup kat bumi ni
dah banyak sangat dosa and dah selalu sangat abaikan perintah ALLAH
so please gain your self conciousness and perbaiki diri nurulainfarhana
you're not getting any younger!
 solat jangan tinggal, baca AL-QURAN

get DEAN'S LIST for this semester
jangan main-main lagi, reduce your evening-looks-like-big-fat-stranded-whale-sleep
you have to maintain your marks nurulainfarhana
please wake up!
i have a lot of people to impress so i really need to focus on my study

take a good care of myself
pleaselah exercise more
look at yourself, you're getting fatter woman!
so after this, i have to heret myself to the gym or jog around the campus

decrease my time on facebook
ohh this addicted-damn-socialnetwork really have no benefit
so increase your time on study okayy :DD
(oh that's hard)

and what else?
yess, i wanna live my life happily this year
smile to every people i meet
spread the smile people!
being a better person
being more hard-working
improve my english (mesti sakit mata baca my grammar mistakes kan haha)

love,
nurulainfarhana